Revlon

Went to Makati yesterday to buy presents for family, friends and workers. It is really fun buying things that you will share on Christmas day, such a good feeling specially wrapping them and putting ribbons and tags on top of every colorful boxes and bags. yiieeee, i really feel the Christmas joy already.. :))

Anyhow, went to the make-up section and found out that Revlon was on 25% sale on chosen items so i rapidly asked the saleslady on what should i buy. Unfortunately, the liquid foundation that i like is not on sale but i bought it anyway. I also bought a new mascara. Mom bought the Age defying foundation and a brow enhancer.

Revlon ColorStay

Combination/Oily Skin

This is the foundation that i bought. The shade is in Sand Beige, as you can see, the shade is lighter than my skintone and the reason behind that is i am acidic. Maybe others don't know that when you put any shade to an acidic person the shade tend to be darker after a few minutes, not just foundations even lipsticks. So be careful on choosing your shades especially when you're acidic, like me. 

Revlon Grow Luscious Mascara

This is the plumping mascara that i bought in 002 black noir. I have few and short eyelashes so i decided to buy this mascara which will make my eyelashes look thick and long. Also, this mascara can lengthen my eyelashes and add volume. 

I will remember the kisses 

our lips raw with love 

and how you gave me 

everything you had

and how I

offered you what was left of

me.

Charles Bukowski

"Who is your favorite blogger?"

pixiwoo.blogspot.com

martine.biz

fashiontoast.com

Check them out guys :)

Better in time

You will miss me someday

and on that day you'll regret

not chasing me

Amazing moments in Life

Christmas Wishlist

Since Christmas is really in the air, i decided to blog about my Christmas wishlist. The last wishlist that i blogged was my birthday  wishlist and unfortunately i only bought some on my list which are: new BB phone, chocolates, and milk teassss :) 

Here are my Christmas wants:

Small and thin fucking planners like these

Safron Pink Square Heel Court from Miss Selfridge

A ring designed most likely these rings from her. <3

Mac Mineralize Skin finish

Revlon ColorStay

Book "tuesday with morrie by Mitch Albom"

Wish Bone Necklace 

Ugly truth

The ugly truth about me is that i don't

know when to fucking stop

Boracay '12

Dream Catcher made of Monkey skull and snake skin and teeth

Mom and Me

Station 1

Sand Boarding

Finally - worth the pain/fall :)

  

Ready for ATV

Zorb

ATV

Consider this as my certificate from sand boarding :)

No Match

Born not where she grew up.

Saw the first sunlight in the country she has never seen again.

Started smiling then laughing, crawling, walking then finally talking.

Grew up for three years without seeing her  father.

She was shocked - The first time she saw her father

She hated him

Doesn't know the language since she entered elementary - it was hard for her.

Her mom was always there to support, care and love her.

Failed Filipino Subject twice. - it was fine.

Found some friends and built strong relationships with them.

Graduated elementary without flying colors.

Entered high school

Found new friends and experienced love.

This time, she knows the language already.

Doesn't fail Filipino subject but Failed Algebra - it was fine.

She started to seek freedom from her strict mother.

Things go wrong, her dad got seriously sick.

Her father died.

Her mother was really despondent and she was too.

She's strong.

She moved on as she continues to seek for freedom.

Fell in love again.

Graduated High school without flying colors.

Entered College. She's still in love.

she woke up realizing this "wrong move"

The boy cheated many times.

She forgives quickly.

Again, she woke up with "wrong move"

Left him and moved on.

Got stronger, smarter, wiser.

She found new friends, different from her High School peers.

she feels maturing.

Found new love

Tried love differently.

This time, she didn't take it slowly. Things happened fast.

This new love made her so happy.

College peers fought  - it broke her heart.

She can't do anything.

She was able to get her freedom but still with limits.

She's happy.

She go to school but doesn't study.

She's practically lazy.

But she knows her responsibilities.

She's free, happy and in love.

Made wrong decisions in life but managed to stand again.



and it's me..stood up from the grave that ate me alive..

I smile outside but people don't know what i have been trough.

This fucking monologue is no match to the things that really happened to me.

They are just too private.

Diamond

Diamond- Rihanna

"We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky"

Morning Sex

"Why did you create a Blogspot account?"

I made a blogspot to post what i feel and what's happening to my life not because i want other people to know it or to flaunt somethings about me. I created this blogspot because i can't keep  writing on a diary or journals. Also, having a blogspot is like for eternity, i can always visit this site to read my entry and go back to the times that i shared in this blog. Even 20 years from now this blog will always be here. 

Fuck You

Bullsh

I don't know how to react on the things that are happening to me and to the people around me right now. Sometimes, i just really wanna cry. Some people's attitudes are really hurting one's feeling without them knowing it and they are becoming the people they hate. I don't mean that they are bad or what so ever but just be sensitive enough to feel or to know how your  words will hurt someone else's feelings. Don't suspect  that people are doing things against you when they are actually not doing a thing to you. Its just so UNFAIR.  I don't say that i am sensitive enough to not hurt anyone's feeling but i will always think before i say a thing or do things without putting myself on their shoes. I love people around me and the last thing i would want to do is to hurt them. I really feel despondent about this bullsh. And sorry for venting my feelings here.. its my blog, anyways.

Wings

"Mamma told me not to waste my life

She said spread your wings my little butterfly

Don't let what they say keep you up at night

And they can't detain you

Cause wings are made to fly

And we don't let nobody bring us down

No matter what you say it won't hurt me

Don't matter if I fall from the sky

These wings are made to fly"

"How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?"

This question is tough. Well, I had a few playtime relationships when i was in high school and they are  really not serious. I can actually say that they are not even relationships. I think those relationships slash trippin' are part of growing up like it is really a chapter of your journey as a teenager. To tell you, i had a serious relationship with a boy and it lasted quite a long time, but, you know it ended up like other love stories out there. It didn't work. He cheated, i got  tired,i left him and boom story over. Thank God, that fucking baloney ended. Because of that another wasted love, i met  and started a new relationship with gel, and this time i am more than serious with her. So, i had one serious boyfriend and now i have an amazing girlfriend. 

PS

yes, girlfriend. read my older posts :)

Maruxa Pita

The worst consequence of poverty is not hunger,

not thirst but ignorance.

                                                            

                                                                              -Maruxa Pita

Gloomy and Horny

Linen

I wasn't able to blog for almost a month now. I have been busy doing school projects and i got very despondent because of my grandfather's death. Anyhow, if you really do know me, i go shopping whenever i feel sad and discouraged by someone or something so yesterday i went to Mall of Asia with my mommy and bought some clothes and shoes. I'll just post photos of my favorite purchased because you might find the other things that i bought garbage.

HEAVEN :)

Dinner with mommy

Yum yum in my tum tum

:)

Forever21 Harem pants, ZARA blouses (linen collection) and a Rajo Laurel's collection Parisian shoes