"When was the last
time you cried? Why?"
Gahhhh, its been 3 months since i last posted here in my blog. I apologize. Its not that i have been busy or what but for that last three months i felt really lazy and i just wanna enjoy my vacation. Did not do anything or a lot this summer but we went to Cebu and Bohol - i think that's the highlight of my vacation not my OJT. I hated my On-the-job-training cause for me its just a waste of time.
Anyhow, i'll answer the 15th question which is when was the last time i cried and what was the reason. I guess, i cried last Monday. I felt really sad which led me to crying. I realized that my life is so messed up, i'm not happy and i am not contented. That night i realized how stupid i am not to appreciate the things that i have because i always wanted more but still i know that even though getting that 'more' won't make me feel happy because sadly, i still want more and more and more. I am never contented and that makes my life really hard. I know that other people specially the ones who has been with me doesn't really know that i am not contented and not happy with what i have because i cannot talk to them about it for the reason that i am afraid on how they will look at me. I don't want to be like this. I want to be happy and appreciate everything i have, i want to stop looking for more because i know that at the end of the day that things will not make me truly happy. I want to stop. I want to change.
