Feelings

I cannot express my feelings right now. I don't know.I'm lost. I don't know what's the right thing to do. I am so hurt that i can't even stop my tears from falling from my eyes. I feel so misunderstood and ignored. I feel like i am slowly dying. I can't help but to think about the things that she said which made me really sad and mournful. I know that feelings do fade but everyday and every night i always pray that she  won't reach that moment that all she has to say is goodbye. :(